House wine, Jenga & an expatriate’s playlist

Oct 19, 2015
UNA Grill & Bar
Bryggen, Bergen *

Same bar as last night — it works, why change it.

Four women, two couples, play Jenga at the table opposite.
A stolen kiss before a crash.

The music is maybe even worse than last night… 80s or is it 90s.

What happened today?

I finished part 1, but do I go back and put the Theremin sample in there…
A burst of noise. (Try that tomorrow.)

Then we have ‘Cascade Sun’ with its weird folk inflected feedback finale
Into some big voice (try ‘Dead Dream Resuscitated’)
Then into ‘Surface Dwelling Race’ for contrasting prettiness.
Back out of that into surface textures, whispers, pointilllated voice
It’s decay going to whispers to final epiphany.
Blast full texture, full saturation.

Paul Kelly on the speakers …

…in the middle of a dream
I lost my shirt
I pawned my rings
I’ve done all the dumb things

Into surfaces… susurrations… broken up…

Fucking hell, Midnight Oil, ‘Beds are Burning.’

Back into pretty ending…
That transition needs to be justified
Maybe the Theremin sample broken in two parts

Testing and prodding
The elegant fingers of the Jenga ladies.

Is that Johnny Diesel?
Can’t believe I know that.
The Australian woman I deliberately moved to get away from
talks to the barman about the “cool music.”
I’d prefer Norwegian Metal.

The ladies are co-operative not competitive.
No one wants the tower to fall.

Outside a bus “Gratis buss til IKEA – 10-22.”

Are architects better at Jenga?

What’s the name of that Melbourne female pop-folk singer
who dared to come out?

Familiarity – knowingness.
I know this thing.
This sound.
This voice.
This knowing is owning.

Is it a coincidence that all but one letter is shared?

Another Paul Kelly.

None of the songs do I hate (except maybe Diesel)
but do I want them to represent me?
Do they have to represent me?
Is this too much to ask of a song?

Or is this exactly what a song is for,
especially when it becomes an anthem;
when it makes it onto the Australian Hottest 100.

To stay and listen to the “Aussie Rock” playlist,
have another $15 house wine, or leave…

Crowded House…

Should have left, now its Daddy Cool and ‘Eagle Rock.’

All this music is received, none of it is “mine,”
a second or third-hand experience
from simply being alive at the time.

Something strange about the acoustics –
there are no sibilances,
as if the singer has a lisp or is deaf.
Or is that me?

Of the four girls playing Jenga, I have a favourite —
the least fem of them, the spritely one with the cap,

From little things big things grow – Paul again.

The girl with the cap and the buxom blonde —
their love grows with every Jenga level.

At this moment I seem to have no wants…
No that’s not true.
I wouldn’t mind a steak (as I can’t afford one here).
And to be better at what I do.

Would being better at what I do mean it’s easier.
I’m not sure that works does it?
Isn’t it the struggle that makes it worthwhile.

Lisa S’s bedroom in Eastlakes hearing Australian Crawl’s ‘Reckless’… maybe 1983, end of Year 8. She has a crush on James Reyne and I don’t get it. The light in her room, strange as though the window is too high and we are too low, sleeping on the floor. Going on the bus to Maroubra Beach to sun bake, though it isn’t really that hot. I feel much younger and smaller than her, even though we were the same age.

Would I rather be anywhere else right now?
No.
A simple answer to how your life is going.

The barman last night was Australian,
I heard him switching from ocker drawl to fluent Norsk.
He’s not here tonight but his playlist lives on.

What is it, as a small country, to hear your music internationally?
Does it matter?
Should you be proud?
Particularly when your country’s music simply reflects
a  western global commercial trend….

Missy Higgins! That Melbourne folk singer…

The Jenga girls have packed the game away
and make relaxed conversation winding down to farewells.

I come from a land down under…
The acoustic version without the contentious kookaburra jingle.

The true purpose of this kind of music —
for big record companies to make money
and break souls over a flute solo.

*[This is a reworked journal piece written while I was in Bergen undertaking a 1 week residency at BEK attempting to work out a more fluid live performance mode.]

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Sound Swords Sound Wounds

The original title —
sounds words art.

And through an accident of elision
we get soundswords.

Sounds that are words that are swords.

Then I think of the word sound.

Perhaps the word I use most in my life (besides fuck).

And when I think of words that are typographically related to it – I begin to find it a curiously solid word for something that is so ephemeral.

There are the words that are spelt like and sound like sound:
found
ground
mound
bound
hound
round
astound

But then there is wound –
wound around sound –
which is also a wound (woo-nd).

Words and sounds as wounds.

Where words become sounds become wounds,
slicing through the air,
pushing a word towards the audible,
making the word heard,
making rifts in the air
like a sword.
And this wound is the sound —
where words become wounds become sounds.

I am starting with the basics.
Breaking it down
to it’s smallest unit
the word
sound.

Borrowing a beginning

Where to start.
Once it’s begun it’s begun
things are set in motion.

What if they are the wrong things.
Knocking onto
jangling against
making the wrong kinds of wordsounds.

What if the the initial direction taken
leads away from the real ideas
Circuitous routes and detours…

“the peripheral – accidents of hearing, detours of thought”
Daniela Cascella, p24 F.M.R.L

Cascella is my guide – for a while she will feature here reminding me, encouraging me that this is an activity… it is something, even if it is a peripheral.

So at the beginning I will let her speak for me, in the way she wants others to speak for her…

“lists of thinking through listening into reading”
P82

“I cannot read and not write. I cannot write and not read. The two are conjoined and necessary to each other…”

“Annotations have no longer any room around a text, hence they move onto another page into a new beginning. What once would have been marginalia migrate from the margins to the core of some new writing.”

“It reinstates now, every now, what is urgent: not always new and original, but urgent.”
P100

“The references within a text are not birds to recognise but voices in the forest, to be heard before knowing what they are…”

“My medium is listening onto writing and back, writing onto listening: there I connect. Medium is also illusion, and trick, and risk. Is it listening to, or listening through? Illusion, or understanding?”
P88

Daniela Cascella, 2015, F.M.R.L: Footnotes, Mirages, Refrains and Leftovers of Writing Sound, Zero Books, Winchester UK, Washington USA